Ok rant ON.
RETARDED FUCKING FAMILY DRIVING ME UP THE FUCKIN WALL!!!!!!!
Ok, lets see, when my mother got home she was mad at me for not having my niece ready to go. She was going to take her to the other grandma’s who has seen them maybe a total of oh lets be generous and say maybe 6 fucking times. And go with her to the Jail (the cops caught my sisters dude, and are still looking for her… dont know if I had mentioned they had ran off, and skipped town, making my dad loose his precious truck that when he see’s one like his he gets all depressed and shit thx to them).
My 6 yr old nephew looks at him (my sisters dude) as his dad, even though biologically he’s not. And that lady, my niece and other nephews grandma doesnt count him as her son’s son. I said fuck that. She wants my parents to let the kids go see him in a FUCKING JAIL that no kids should ever go to, she better get a fucking reality check. SHE EVER tells my nephew otherwise I’ll knock her off her crazy mentall not all their overly religious ass.
I yelled at my mom that I’m good enough to babysitte them for nothing, not able to work cause I watch them, living at fucking home, didnt go to High School casue I watched my oldest sisters kids so she could fucking work. When they were in school full time was my chance, but NOOO my other sister the dumb ass retarded WANTED warrent out on her started her shit.
Ive been taking care of kids since I was 14 FOR NOTHING. Yeah sure a 20 here and there, and when I mean here and there I mean with a long noooooooooooooothing in between each time.
I’m 20, not working, dealing with kids like if they were mine, but when it comes to important descisions its like Jessica fucking who?!
THEN my cousin one of some hundred dumb asses shows up wanting his guitar my dad had brought from his house cause it WAS MY DADS GUITAR that he had let another cousin (ill get to him in a min), had it seems SOLD to this cousin. I told him I was not gonna let him out my fucking front door til I talked to my dad. After a half hour I told him fine go, but if my dad gets mad, he’s gonna hear about it. He said my dad said he could keep it. That it was his, he paid for it. Dont know why the fuck he keeps buying shit from our cousins.
Not even a few months ago my Uncle was at his house thx to a tip from yet another cousin that his DVD Player and TV where there. My uncle went and took it, and told him tough luck settle shit with the cousin he bought it from. FUcking thieves and liar in my family. Fucking turds.
Anyways this cousin here at my house didnt take me seriously, said I wouldnt be able to stop him cause I’m a girl, 20, and he’s a dude and in his 30′s. Yeah I didnt see him try and force me to let him out. I let him go cause I had things to do, but if I didnt want to, he’d still be sitting his also retarded ass on my couch still.
As I am writng this my sister just yelled at me to get the kids, its my job. When I get a fucking pay check and a dental plan then she can call it my job. Its not my job, Im so fuckin tired of this, BUT becasue Ive been watching them since I was 14, I have no current job, I have no fucking choice to be here. I’m gonna die here…. and I know I will not live to be old.
I’ll have a heart attack one of these days from my damn chest pains, my stress issues, (which let me tell you I am so pissed right now I’m gonna go take some pills cause my fucking left arm is starting to hurt in a ne way.)
Am I scared I’ll have a heart attack fuck yeah, but It wont be a surprise.
Now onto the cousin that sold the guitar. He lives at Rocky Point cause after doing his last 5 years in prison was sent over their. They took his papers. He’s such a baby, fucking bitch. He dont work over their, he has his mom work over here and take him money EVERY WEEK! Thats a 3 hr drive there, and back. EVERY WEEK.
I use to go atleast twice a month to see him in prison with his mom, cause when I was younger I did look up to him as I did with his brother who I once looked at as a brother, but no fucking anymore. Both of them. I see what their sister always knew. They are ignorant immature assholes.
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday and Monday I am suppose to be home alone. Parents and the kids are going out of town supposably. I aint fucking going. I’m gonna sit in the living room with a book, and listen to all the fucking silence that I never get in this house and hope I dont have a heart attack in this 2 day freedom of noise and bullshit I get all the time cause then unless I can teach my cats to dial 911, no one will know til they get him Sunday night.
Is it wrong for me to get mad, to be tired of the kids, the drama. I’d never have them be taken away, but still all this, its gonna :tstone: me one of these days.
rant OFF… anger still ON. :redx: :angry: :redx:
–edited to add—
Ok rant back the fucking ON.
Update, dad got home an hr or so ago, said my cousin was never on the phone with him. I knew I shouldnt have let him go, I am so fucking pissed off. If he shows up, I’m gonna fucking hit his ass with this damn bat sized stick I keep in my room for ‘emergencies’ if I ever need to hit someone.
SOB infront of me said he was on the phone with my dad, when I had said let me talk to him, he said he had hung up. I was so mad from something earlier I didnt say nothing. I wasnt gonna let him in the damn house in the first place, but he said he needed to go to the bathroom, I bet he didnt even have to. FUCKING BITCH!
My dad said he’s getting his guitar back no matter what.
If he doesnt hand it over, I’m gonna make sure his business, (he’s tryin to open up another legal office, he’s a parallegal, gonna make sure his clients know he’s into buying stolen property, then taking it when the owners take it back.
Fucking bitch…. no matter if he gives it back the next time I see him, he’s gonna be sorry.
rant OFF… anger still ON. :redx: :angry: :redx:
