Well…

Well, so X-Mas is over. Another year almost over.

Had unexpected…. well invited, but never thought they would come, show up. It was odd, but ok I guess. I think some of them really liked coming over.

My family is going out of town for a few days, but I dont want to go. Still undecided.

I upgraded my board from 2.0.10 to 2.0.11 phpbb. Had a few errors, but managed.

I still need HELP HELP HELP getting this damn SCode installed into my blog. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP!

I dont have pics this X-Mas of the kids, but I did get video. If I had a firewire port I would upload it to my comp. I can USB wise, but no audio, and crappy looking.

Hope everyone was safe, got atleast something they wanted, and had some fun.

I think I might be changing my layout soon again.. yeah yeah yeah.

Later.

SCODE HELP DAMN IT!

Ive been trying to install this for days.

ANYONE CAN HELP PLEASE HELP ME!

I cant get it to work. Says my tmp dir in Scode.pm is not writable but it is.

HELP! Contact me using the contact form over on your left. If your not seeing links on the left under the pic, your probably not viewing the site right. Go to the main url http://fused-emotions.com

HELP!

RIP SUPRNOVA

RIP SUPRNOVA.

As a poster by the name of ultimax83said @ 2004-12-19 10:30:01 PM, on FARK.com), I cant say it better, and I agree.

Look, I can prove the RIAA and MPAA are insane. Einstein’s definition of insanity was doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result.

Wel, here’s what I have to say to those bastards:

Do you guys realize, that between the end of Napster and now, not one damn thing that you are doing is different. They shut down the main site and a million other things pop up like mushrooms.

Look at this thread. Yestarday I used only SuprNova.org. now I have 10 or so sites to choose from.

Brilliant, RIAA. F***ing brilliant. You killed Napster – which could have made you money – and you got Kazaa, and couldn’t shut them down. So you poisoned the network and sued the users and FastTrack is almost useless.

SO. FREAKING. WHAT. You think you’ve WON???

That all you got? What’s next? KaZaa mixed with BitTorrent, encryption protected by your stupid DCMA (yes, it protects basically any encryption.) KaZaa plus BT plus TiVo plus wireless plus very high speed connections. You suit wearing jackasses are SCREWED. What’re you gonna do then? You guys are clinging to a fossilized business model and pathetic attempts to use jackel lawyers to try to maintain a status quo that has been dead and rotting for FIVE YEARS.

GIVE IT UP. You aren’t bringing Nineteen Ninety Whatever back, no matter what you do. That business model is dead, buried, YOU CAN’T RESUSICTATE THAT F*CKER so just quit trying!

Do you smell that? That’s the tar pits, you stupid, blind, greedy dinosaurs. You’ve walked right into them, and while you blindly bumble around, having learned nothing in 5 years, a million brilliant minds across the GLOBE are planning a thousand thousand ways to get around your stupidity, greed, and colossal arrogance. Not because of money, hard as it may be for you to believe that, but because they CAN. Because it’s THERE. Because you said they can’t and you’re the Man, and they won’t let the Man keep them down.

You’ve declared war on the genuises who will build the world we live in in twenty years. You people are doomed. Your organizations, and power, and influence, are doomed.

It’ll never stop, and everyone you sue or intimidate…well, we may be (mostly) young and powerless – but that’ll change. Sooner or later you’ll have to reckon with us on even ground, and we won’t have forgotten. We’ll never forget.

So keep on bumbling along. Keep on developing insanely costly copy protection I can beat with a Shift key. Or a sharpie. Keep on suing twelve year olds and harassing people and shuttering websites and, most of all, and I mean this sincerely, please keep making us improve, please.

Every time you kill one of our services, you make us build a better one. Survival of the fittest, baby. In 5 years of fighting you, we’ve gone from a few people sharing low quality music to MILLIONS sharing EVERYTHING ALL THE TIME.

In 5 years, we have brought in a new ERA, and you are still using the same tired playbook. Keep it up. It’ll be interesting to see what happens first. Will you last long enough for us to destroy you or will you teach us to build something you can never crack?

Those are your options.

Retire. You old men are rich beyond count. Retire. See the grandkids, golf, fish, have a beer. You’ve earned it, ruling the industry for 90 years. Relax, take a break. I don’t hate you. I pity you, I pity you because you are going to be extinct. So enjoy what time you’ve got left, and go with peace. We’ll give you that.

We don’t wnat your houses, your cars, your money. You can keep all your ill-gotten gains (and they call US pirates?).

We want information and freedom and no more interference. We don’t want to fight you.

But we’ll fight if we have to. And we’ll win. We’re already winning. So quit. Or don’t. In twenty years, we’ll rule the world we build, while you fade off into obscurity, like the prehistoric behemoths you are.
Where have you gone? What have you learned?

SN Gone but not forgotten… it will be back… maybe not in its orignal form… but it and its purpose will be back. Better. Harder to break. And when that goes, something even better. Harder to break. And when that goes, better, harder to break. And so forth.

Microsoft is EVIL!!

MICROSOFT IS EVIL:redx::redx::redx:

Anyways, here’s an image on the new poster for the new Batman Begins movie out sometime next summer.

Though the guy they got to play Batman, IMO BAD CASTING. Dont think he looks the type, google the movie, cause cant remember his name. Same thing goes with the upcoming Superman movie… BAD CASTING.

Rather they do it all cgi or something, atleast they can then create any look they want for the roles.

Christmas time is here… bahumbug..

Ok, ok, dont look at me as if I was a grinch, (just a note Friday How the Grinch Stole Christmas w/ Jim Carry will be on Fri. on The WB), its just this whole Christmas time, sux. I mean I like gettin the tree, lighting it up, putting lights on the house, which I barley started last night. Put stuff on the tree, and started with the house today… well last night technically its another day already. But I cant be one of those people you see around, shopping, happy, wearing christmas related cloathing. Even if I wanted to, something inside me, makes me feel as if, its all stupid.

Would I like to have one of those families, where they go all out for christmas? Throw a party, have egg nog or some shit and stand around a tree singing Christmas Caroles? No. The song’s are the worst part, or atleast one of the things I cant stand to listen to.

There’s maybe a second of a second, of a second, of a millasecond when maybe, just maybe I think it might be ok, but just as fast, its gone. Christmas is depressing.

I wasnt one of those kids who waited up for Santa, put out cookies and milk, and tried to hear some fat guy with a red suit come down a chiminey… hell we never had a chiminey. I knew where the presents came from, and some years how we were lucky to have any at that, and damn that if I was gonna be nieve and give the credit to some fake symbol of Christmas.

Sometimes I wish I could just stop, be happy, not worry. But I cant, its not me, its not who I am, who I turned into. I havent been happy in years. And every year, EVERY YEAR something big, something bad happens. Ever since my grandpa (dad’s dad), died in April of 96. April 13, 1996. That made me not like Easter either.

Only holiday I like, look foward to, is Halloween. The holiday you can hide your face behind a mask, and not be a freak in doing so.

I dont know if I would have liked to have been one of those kids leaving Oreo’s for the fat guy, or singing those crap christmas songs, or having a Christmas party.

I dont know if one day I will be happy, not worry about everything. Sure I’ll have some days that were ok, but I’m never really happy. Havent been in a real long time.

Just Monday, when putting the tree up, my mom and I got into a huge argument about it. Wont get into the details, but it was stupid, yet it still was an argument.

Do I miss that? Sometimes, when I see someone else happy and it reminds me just what happy is, but then it leaves me, I forget, and I’m back to me. Back to not knowing what happy is.

Some Delays..

Yeah, I said I would have some new pics up, planned on it, but been sick for going on 2 weeks now I think. Haven’t been doing much on the computer since. Cant wait to get rid of this damn cold.

Torey! Still haven’t emailed me! Email me. Long time no chat.

December… another year over… bad year. Don’t know why, I get nervous every year, at the start of another year. Never fails.

I’m not one for holidays. Except Halloween… though this year was ruined as I mentioned by some punks stealing one of my pumpkins…. but whatever. Not gonna get into that again.

Gettin’ into arguments with my dad over my cats again… cant blame ‘em. They keep ‘going,’ on my damn carpet that USE TO BE white… anyone want to donate to my get tile, or linoleum fund? Before my dad makes me get rid of them?

Well unless you want to hear about how my head feels like its going to go ‘boom,’ and how I cant smell anything, or that I feel like crap, I’ll stop here. Damn change of weather.

Now that the cold started, had to go get me some gloves. It kills my wrists.

So ’til I am better… :undecided:

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